Not the "answer" I wanted

A quick update is in order from 2 posts ago....

We had our follow-up with the infertility clinic for my surgery a while ago. Unfortunately we were told the endometriosis was minor and may or may not have been a factor in my infertility. Why, you might ask, would I say that news is unfortunate?....well, frankly I am banking on that being the problem and hoping against hope that now that it has been removed we'll be OK. I did not like hearing that there may be some other factor we haven't even found. I know they have to say such things to save their asses because they can't be sure of anything, but still.

So, fast forward to right now...I should have my period...at least I think I should...and so far nothing. No symptoms at all of pregnancy, nor any symptoms of PMS, which I understand are the same. I allowed myself to get excited yet again, which I swore I would never do until it was a sure thing. I peed on a stick this morning and it was negative. I wasn't surprised, but was disappointed AGAIN. I really was hoping that since the endometriosis was discovered and removed that maybe I could actually get pregnant from sex with my husband like normal people do. I mean seriously, I just want to be normal...is that too much to ask??? But as it stands now we're in a holding pattern, just waiting for Aunt Flo to hurry up and get here so we can get started on our next round of injectables. Strange that I'm actually looking forward to getting my period this time just so we can get on with things. I feel like every day I'm losing time, and the recent news of another pregnancy in my circle of women doesn't help.